I have to admit, I feel lonely. Yes, I've been counting the days he has left me. I don't feel that sad, I'm still angry, yet, I miss him. It did cross my mind, perhaps, I miss the idea being with him. But that shows that I don't really love him, no? I do love him. I care about him still.
I feel empty. I feel lonely. I have the love, yet, I haven't found my someone special.
" It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you.. "