I said, "My brother is setting me up with the candidate of his choice."
He said, "You should go. I'm holding you back."
I said, "How can I go when I have you in my heart? Isn't it unfair? Even after you're not around, it will take some time to patch me inside."
He remained silent.
"I'd like to see you again and again after this. At least I said it.", and he chuckled.
It's hard to look at him. I'm scared to look at him. I'm scared of losing him. That's how deeply I fell for him.
I turned to him, "I chose to stay. I still want to stay." and I looked away.
"You can't stop or you don't want to stop?", he asked.
"A little bit of both.", and we just looked at each other.