Here I am at Melaka.
Being an anti social. I just want to be alone. Sulking.
I finally know what's missing..
Monday, April 27, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Lonely
I'm home.
To an empty space.
I never like coming home. I have no one to greet me at the door. Just an empty bed in an empty room. I have everything that I dream of, yet I'm all alone.
I've cried all alone thinking how sad and pathetic it is.
I don't have a boyfriend, my parents are away, siblings have their own life (as in family) and friends, they have their life too.
Here I am, blogging this pathetic blog, all alone, in the living hall.
I shall go to bed. Dream a beautiful dream...
To an empty space.
I never like coming home. I have no one to greet me at the door. Just an empty bed in an empty room. I have everything that I dream of, yet I'm all alone.
I've cried all alone thinking how sad and pathetic it is.
I don't have a boyfriend, my parents are away, siblings have their own life (as in family) and friends, they have their life too.
Here I am, blogging this pathetic blog, all alone, in the living hall.
I shall go to bed. Dream a beautiful dream...
Monday, April 20, 2009
Serendipity
I'm a mother of 3.
I'm blessed.
I love them like my own kids. I've never thought I'd be as happy as I am right now. I'm proud of them. I'm doing my best to give what they want. But, has anyone question me what I want?
I think my boys can go far.. If only they can see what I'm doing for them. Whenever they're on the stage, I feel like crying. I fell in love with them. No matter how tired or sad I am, whenever I see them fooling around or even making fun of me, it warms my heart. Now, I know how does my mom feels.
All I pray is to be together with them for a long time. I love my kids, they are my new family.
I'm blessed.
I love them like my own kids. I've never thought I'd be as happy as I am right now. I'm proud of them. I'm doing my best to give what they want. But, has anyone question me what I want?
I think my boys can go far.. If only they can see what I'm doing for them. Whenever they're on the stage, I feel like crying. I fell in love with them. No matter how tired or sad I am, whenever I see them fooling around or even making fun of me, it warms my heart. Now, I know how does my mom feels.
All I pray is to be together with them for a long time. I love my kids, they are my new family.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Bite Me
It's been awhile. Been busy with work. It's great, not that I'm complaining. I've never been happier compared now. I love my life right now. Doing more or less the things I've been wanting to do -- events; with a bonus -- music. Passion.
I'm just lucky. Thankful to God. Thankful to my parents who never stop praying for me. I had a conversation with someone who I barely know. Told me that heard rumors bout me; snobbish, arrogant. What if I am? I am living a whole new life.
I do remember where I come from. Oh, well. Some people..
As far as I'm concern, I never leave anyone behind. Correct me if I'm wrong. All I want is to live my dream, and it'll come. 5 years from now, RSG Events, insyaAllah, will be one of them. That's a promise to thyself.
I'm just lucky. Thankful to God. Thankful to my parents who never stop praying for me. I had a conversation with someone who I barely know. Told me that heard rumors bout me; snobbish, arrogant. What if I am? I am living a whole new life.
I do remember where I come from. Oh, well. Some people..
As far as I'm concern, I never leave anyone behind. Correct me if I'm wrong. All I want is to live my dream, and it'll come. 5 years from now, RSG Events, insyaAllah, will be one of them. That's a promise to thyself.
" Do you know how to rest and chill ? "
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