Sometimes I Wonder

Today, is one of those days that I'm in a loving mode.

I miss that particular someone. He knew I exist but he never knew how I felt.

My head is singing Car Crash Heart's single "Sometimes I Wonder".. It's good song.

and so, I wonder... ;)

Damage Case

We all go through life like bulls in a china shop. A chip here, a crack there. Doing damage to ourselves, to other people. The problem is trying to figure out how to control the damage we have done or that has been done to us. Sometimes the damage catches us by surprise. Sometimes we think we can fix the damage. And sometimes the damage is something we can’t even see. We’re all damaged it seems. Some of us more than others. We carry the damage with us from childhood. Then as grown ups we give as good as we get. Ultimately we all do damage. And then we set about the business of fixing.

Moments of happiness

And so I'm happy.

Happy to have you.
Happy to like you.
Happy to think about you.

Happy happy happy.

The New Me

It's been a month, and a week. I've never thought I could live my life without him by my side. I'm REALLY officially single. I'm actually moving on with my life. After small talk with a good friend of mine, I then remembered "he" existed in my life.

I've totally forgotten about it. I never say I'd want to forget him, as I've never regretted being with him. My prayers came true. HE made it come true.

I'm happier now. I have my bestfriends, my close friends and definitely, my family.