Sitting at the cafe, sipping a cup of tea. (Well that's what people do when they are heartbroken/worry/stress or maybe not people just the English). Thinking of days to come. Worried about my future. Thinking to a step slowly at a time. Without him.
I wish I can be as strong as my old friend. She lost someone she loves. Died. At least he is still breathing. But it's too painful.
I made a promise to thyself, I shall be alone.
No more games. No more serial datings after breaking up. I need to feel the loneliness. I need to channel the love to myself and the people around me who loves me for who I am. No more games.