Inside of me

I sat here today -- alone
Watching people passing by
Talking almost about everything; different languages.

It's five in the evening
Watching them
How great it is to be with someone...

Deep inside I cried
Screaming for happiness
Screaming for love.

Inhale.
Exhale.
Ashtray full of cigarette butts.

Why can't these thoughts go away?
Why can't these feelings go away?

Disturbing.

"All you got to do is let it go"-anonymous