mixed.

funny when you know you could get away fro something you've been hiding for ages, it finally reveals..

"tu la, lama-lama Allah tunjukkan juga"
someone said that to me.
i got home drunk.
woke up,hang over.
felt extremely stupid.
my left eye twitched.
i cried.

crying out loud.
for my stupidity.
for being such an egoistic bitch.
for being such a confused person.
for being a stupid girlfriend.

felt betrayed.
but it's for my own good.
but...
[i lost those words..]

mixed feelings.

"what comes around, goes around.."
lesson learned lesson taken.