It's just one of those days, after a long time not arguing. Small matter turned into a big thing. I just understand it. Today you're okay, and the day after you're not. I've tried so hard not to bother, demand things that I know I won't get it, what else do you want? I even have to find entertainment outside so I won't bother you. Aren't you grateful enough? What is it this time? The last time you've change is because of her. NOW?
I'm tired of this. I'm tired of getting attention from other people. I'm tired of these nonsense. I'm already unhappy. Tried to be. Pretending to be. Denying the facts.
I'm doing my best to change. I can't do it all alone. Stop being this way. Just stop.