I had a "talk" with him.. wanted to settle things and to clear up my head..
I never felt so sad like the day we know we're breaking up. He saw me crying about us. Finally. I know somehow, sooner or later we'll go our own ways.. It's so hard dealing with it. Though I'm dating someone right now, deep down inside, I'm just lying to myself..
I told him, I know we won't get back together.
a. He doesn't want it.
b. I know it won't work out.
Deep down, I'm sad..
I'm still heartbroken. It's so hard to amend it. I know I won't find someone like him.. I'm just praying that that time will come..
"Takkan pernah habis air mataku..
bila kuingat tentang dirimu..
Biarlah kusimpan sampai nanti aku
‘kan ada di sana..
--Tenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaian.
Ingatlah cintaku; kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi." - Kerispatih