Girls night out @ Cynna, KL. 
Eyes On Malaysia.
moi + chris wee @ Hankook Tyre Launch, Sunway Hotel Resort.
moi + bear bear @ Abang Izat's Wedding, Selangor.
moi, didi + shida @ Plaza Mont Kiara, KL.Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
advices given to me long time ago.just want to share with all the readers. =) enjoy,maybe it'll help you out.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.-- fabian
Sorry...was browsing n just saw your page..dont mean to comment on things but good page n i see you are strong, lord knows what he did but just a thought would say...if he wasnt for you, then he wasnt worth it..maybe he was, maybe he was not..either way, heartbreaks never last...and form your movie selection, im sure you know that already..take a good quote from the movie "HEAT"...Robert De Niro says it to Al Pacino at the earth stopping conversation they have...then again...it was just a thought...anyway, big ups to you and dont bother recovering, start anew as life's too short with many twists...then again, just a thought...
Much respect n big luv...then again...just a thought..
Well...you sound like you doin ok...and i think you are doing more...no doubt its hard and no one can know what you goin thru...everyone who says they can are wrong as everything that happens in this world has seperate affects and alll humans are different like that, but your bro is correct...head held high always proves that you are doing good but on the inside is what i am letting you know about...its ok to be sad hun, also its normal that this happens n part n parcel of life...remember this, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. Not intending you to be a heartbreaker but also tryin to say that no matter what, deep down inside only you know what you feel and the times you still think of him, and that only means you are human and have not lost your feelings...feelings not for him but just to be in touch with yourself. Just knowing that you are human n you still have feelings is good sometimes, trust me. Im sorry that i dont know you and am saying so much but in life sometimes we should say things like this despite being strangers as no one know how much we do uplift or help the person and thats my sole intention. All im saying is just hang in there..not when your friends around but when you alone in your room and feel all alone n shitty...thats when you need to hang in there coz a beautiful girl like you has lots of ppl who love her, and thats got to be worth something..never the same..but something. Thats when you need to hang in and know that life is too short to remember the past, sieze the day, party thru the night and always know there is a brighter sun shining the next morning..then again, just a thought...
Much respect n big luv...then again...just a thought..
I got this article from an old friend of mine, Fareisha.
She's somewhere over the rainbow but she's concern about me.
She's one of my good friend.
Friends like her is so hard to find.
For the rest of my friends, who's been there for me lately, I thank you too...
I really appreciate it all.
I ♥ you!
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People come into your life for a reason, a
season or a lifetime. When you know which one
it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it
is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a
difficulty, to provide you with guidance and
support, to aid you physically, emotionally or
spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and
they are. They are there for the reason you need
them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on
your part or at an inconvenient time, this
person will say or do something to bring the
relationship to an end. Sometimes they die
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a
stand. What we must realize is that our need has
been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and
now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or
learn. They bring you an experience of peace or
make you laugh. They may teach you something
you have never done. They usually give you an
unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real.
But only for a season!
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime
lessons, things you must build upon in order to
have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to
accept the lesson, love the person and put what
you have learned to use in all other relationships
and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind
but friendship is clairvoyant.
Every life is like a movie. We are the cast and in this movie of ours we are the main actor or actresses and we are also our own director and scriptwriter. God is our producer and this is the picture of my life.
I may not be a famous and glamorous star but I “starred” and “directed” my own “movie” like any other movies you’ve seen. Actually, we all do. Is just the matter whether you want to put it “on air” to let other people read or watch it. I do. I want to show part of my life to all of you and who knows it might help through this story of mine.
For some certain time, I always wonder how it feels to be someone else. Today I’m all alone again at home. It just feels so empty to me. Staring at the ceiling. Listening to the neighbors. Looking at the busy street that never sleeps. Please excuse my writing here. I’m not a blogger or a writer type of a person. Each and everyday, I wake in the morning, I’m doing the same old same old routine. Aren’t any of you tired of the same things? I surely am. But this is life. Once you’ve started to take the responsibility, everything is a routine. Nothing is the same like when you were in school. Well, yes when I was in school I can’t wait to get out and start working but when I am where I am right now, I kept on wishing that school never ends. Sounds a little childish aren’t I? I’m living a quieter life now. I don’t go out to parties like I used to. I’m not complaining. I’m just saying this because I was the one who cut all the party friends. I can’t live those kind of life. Parties, boozes and drugs. I was once a junkie and I’m not proud of it. I do miss those “old” life but when I look where I am right now, I’m grateful I’ve seen the light. The only thing I’m wishing is for my birthday is more excitement in my life. Yeah, I’m gonna be 23 this coming 3rd October. Day by day we’re getting older. Seconds actually. I just need to spice my life up. I have a wonderful job that pays quite okay for my qualifications and experiences. What I’m doing is not what I took course in college. Thanks to my lovely friend, Anyz, who introduced me to my wonderful bosses, Dev and Mohan.
Sometimes I just wish that my friends and I would hang out more like we used to. Now we’re all grown ups who has lots of responsibilities. Not even a second to say hi to each other. It has always been “I’m busy, I’ll buzz you soon okay?” and it never happen. Don’t that always happen to you? I envy my boyfriend’s life sometimes. He’s still in college so can’t beat that. College life rocks. Friends are always there to hang out. It’s like “dude, free later? Let’s chill.”. correct me if I’m wrong. He always has activities to do. Its either doing group assignments or hanging out with friends. His life is always packed with activities. Mine? Hurmm.. last I checked, I came back home, took a long shower (that’s to kill the time), make myself dinner, watch dvds, waited for his calls, go to sleep. It has always been like that. That’s during the weekdays. Weekends? I’ll go out if he takes me out. If he doesn’t, it’s either I’m back at my parents place or I’ll be at home doing my chores. I don’t go out to the movies alone like I used to. I don’t go out to my favorite place to have a pot of chamomile tea, watch the crowds while reading a book anymore. Is that what happen when you get older? It’s so dull. Very grey. I’m coming 23 and I feel like I’m 32. Maybe, I say maybe because of this, I tend to pester my boyfriend and demand to see him more and that’s why he said I’m needy and dependent on him subconsciously. Which I didn’t even realize that at all. But is it wrong for someone who hardly see her boyfriend who’s always been busy with his life ask? Every time when I wanted to seat down and talk to him, I changed my mind. This is because I do not want to waste any seconds that we have. So all I can ask is through my thoughts only. The only time that we have is the time that we always rush because we always have activities. All I’m asking for is a day, just me and him, sitting down and talk. Yes, we do talk all the time, if I’m at the office and he’s online from home or class or library we chat, or even at night before going to bed, we have this cute routine, ‘smoking together’ and talk on the phone but not a serious talk. Maybe, like I said again, maybe, he’s not ready or didn’t notice at all and I hope one day, I’ll have that talk with him.
I had this one conversation over the phone with my wonderful best girlfriend, dini, she was complaining how bad her relationship is. I agreed on her too. Men at times can be so selfish and never bothers what women trying to tell them. All they can say is that we women keep on nagging, pestering and demanding. What they didn’t realize is that we’re trying to figure out how to make relationship works. Some men doesn’t even bother to ask what we women do or have we eaten or even better, how was our day. Women are supposed to be pampered. We don’t expect it most of the time, we only ask at least once a week on better still, which will make mens’ life easier, ask once in blue moon. Don’t think that men has work to do, important meetings to attend, that we women don’t as much as men does. For married women who has a career, they work too. They come back home, for whom has children, nurture them, make sure the houses are tidy and all, greet the husband and give them pleasure (and I’m not talking just about sex). For single career women who’s dating or engaged, they have hard time at work too (I don’t so far). Just a simple question, “how was your day?” will change every single feelings and thoughts and straight away can see the smile on their face. Yet, men doesn’t has a clue about it. Yes, we women too would admit that we don’t understand men at times, and the simple and easy way is to sit down and talk about it calmly. No pointing fingers, “I work harder” or “ you have no idea..”. none of that. The problem with people, they always get defensive but once when they are on their own and thought about it, that’s when they would realize what went wrong. Funny isn’t it? Grown ups. I’m one of them and I do admit those things happens. Not just in relationship. Family and friends too.
Family, the topic that one would not discuss. For the is the same like relationship. Personal. Family is our root. I’m not afraid or embarrass to admit that my family aren’t working out so well. We argued on small and silly things which I started and now the whole family is not on talking terms. The only people I’m talking to are my parents and my sister. I’m not on talking terms with my brother and his family (he’s married with two lovely kids which I missed a lot) and my brother in law couldn’t be bothered about me. He’s a little sensitive now. My sister told me that my brother in law won’t be coming back to my parents place for Raya. I’m pretty sure my parents especially my dad would be really upset about it. I pity my sister because she’s stuck in the middle between our father and her husband. I feel bad and how I wish I could make things better but there’s nothing I could do. The more I try to fix things up, the more it got worse. That’s what happened between me and my two best friends of 10 and 14 years. I’ll get to that story soon. I’m clueless. My sister is pregnant and I’m sure my dad misses her. Oh how I wish I could do something. Any ideas? Feel free to drop a comment and suggestions.
So okay, now I can tell you what’s the real story happened between my two best friends and
Once after I’ve moved, that’s when I met my boyfriend. Until now I couldn’t believe I’m with him. He was my primary school mate. Every time I think about it, it made me smile. I toned down my party life. Slowly I left the group. Shauna came back from overseas. She met those “old friends” of mine. We hung out. She started to change to one of them. We tried to make things work between us. Like those saying, “two is a party, three is a crowd”. Later on, my dad fell sick. He had 85% - 15%. The chances were so low. I spend most of the time with my dad. Doctor was telling us to pray. I cried to my best friends. They promised they would come on the operation day itself. They didn’t show up at all. They did come day before but wasn’t the same. Thank god my dad went through it. He’s now recovering. When he knew what kind of friend they were, he was so upset as he himself always consider them as his daughters. Dini was always there for me though she’s busy. He was happy to know at least I have a very good friend who’ll be there for my ups and downs. Lesson learned, lesson taken.
Now, my life isn’t the same. I have few good friends. Like what my dad always say, “Friends come and go as we grow older. It’s the quality not the quantity.” And I have to agree with him. For every reader out there, a simple hello would cheer your mate. Cherish them and never take advantage on them. You might never know who’ll help you around and be with you through the sunshiny and rainy days. These type of friends keep them closer. Say thank you to them whenever and don’t just wait for any special occasion or receiving any thing from them. They’ve given you a beautiful gift, friendship. Appreciate them. At this particular moment, I’d like to take this chance to say thank you to all my friends out there for coming into my life and colored my beautiful days. You will not be forgotten. You know who you are.
So peeps. This is the story of my life. Part of it. All about my relationships with my family, friends and romance. I’m grateful to go through all this. For coming birthday, I’m wishing it’d be better. InsyaAllah. Thank you for your time to read. Take care fellow readers. Soon, I’ll be writing more. Something interesting than this. Might never know my life will change and I’ll have interesting stories to share. Please excuse me for any grammatical errors. Thank you again.
Hugs & kisses,
Zara D.
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It’s an all-out rebirth with a side of soul, when Maison brings out “Urban Republic” every Thursday night as we take you way back to when the scene was more than shallow ‘bling, ‘hoes and pimpin’. Do you remember when it was more than that? Before the ‘bling’ started blinding your eyes, before the ‘hoes started cramping your style and before pimpin’ plain got old? The house will provide a sanctuary of substance, soul and a fresh swagger to fill the void in deprived young souls. This is where the pure feeling of togetherness and brotherhood is once again fostered. This is where we bring together like-minded individuals to a common beat of music built for, and by the community of the streets. We take you to a whole other level that bursts at the seams with the true music of its age, obliterating barriers of culture, race, fashion and ethic.
We introduce to you a resonant ambience that reinforces the urban music scene with vibes that have long been missed. Here the scene is establishing a platform that will most effectively defy mainstream convention. Through “UR”, the latest in hip-hop collides with all that is raw and original in urban music clubbing, all in an environment conducive to your right to party.
The revolution of hip hop and soul begins.
what's written up there was taken from www.maison.com.my so when i read the reviews,yeah why not,lets give it a try after so long i've not partied. so made plans with anyz,wanted her to join and she couldn't make it cause she's still working [rajin sunggoh kawan aku nie.] and i invited arlyn aka angah,my beloved pet sis. knowing just the 2 of us are going,i feel like canceling the plan.the more the merrier plus it's supposed to be a girls night out. but since angah was so excited to go plus the last time we met was 3-4 months back.we reached there about 12++ the crowd...ouh my god!! all those chinese hip hoppers.80% full of chinese, the 20% malay,indian and others. the dj's so suck! i prefer to go loft upstairs instead of maison. that's gonna be the last time i'm gonna be there. the air conditioning is so bad and only some certain area only you can feel the air. i mean, look at loft upstairs,telawi street bistro,passion and many other clubs,even though it's packed but the air conditioning mantained. we can still feel the air-cond. the services are bad. i don't like it cause the bartenders are not so friendly type. hello...you're in the service line.SMILE.and yeah so terrible.so slow. [mentang mentang aku pernah jadi marketing exec at evoke cocktail bar,but it's true,penat and stress macam mana,smile even if you're hubby's or mom or whoever died.] thanks to angah for accompanying me there..thanks to alil [angah's bf] to send and pick us up there and send me back home too~ next time,the real girls nyte out.have to plan earlier.after alil picked us up,we stopped by at zouk to pick up wan kembang.. he was one of our party friends.i last met him at UV nation.he was all alone.standard ahh xaxau kat loft.tapi respek ah sebab dia slalu pergi xaxau sorang sorang.keras gile.then we all went for supper at setiawangsa..perghh lama tak jejak kaki to area setiawangsa.after i left my old life.i heard an old good friend of mine is finally back in K.L , has a job, has a girlfriend and less going to parties.i felt so good when i heard the news..after sending wan back we all headed back home to sleep! working people here!! =) here i enclosed four pictures of angah and i at Maison. Sorry if it's blurry.taken by handphone camera.it's 1.3 megapixels. if u complain,get me a brand new s500i or 7373.birthday coming up!! **winks**
